Where is my appetite - I finally ordered Benecalorie

My appetite currently ceases to exist. Lately all I eat is Ramen Noddles which 290 calories, clearly not enough to maintain my weight.  I eat that for breakfast and sometimes lunch and then for dinner sometimes I have a normal dinner with rice and some sort of meat.  Or for dinner I have 2 Nutella sandwiches.  Yesterday I saw 139 on the scale and I thought to myself its time for me to order Benecalorie.  I never want to wait again till I lose 20lbs to do something about it.  I have been thinking how perfect it would be to pour some Benecalorie into my soup or oatmeal or milk....basically anything and get an extra 300 calories added to anything I eat.   Especially since I really need it right now.  I have been trying so hard to save and spend absolutely no money on anything.  But this will be worth it in the long run.  As soon as it comes in I will document how it works, so you guys will be the first to know how my body reacts to it.  I can't imagine it not working.

I want to try Benecalorie -- Currently 140-141

 These are the most recent pics of me, taken over a week ago:

WHEN I HAVE NO APPETITE AT ALL, I JUST FORCE DOWN SOME SOUP

So I didn't weigh myself for probably 2 weeks, something I never do.  I typically weigh myself every other day atleast (if not way more) in order to stay ontop of things.  But my battery in my scale died and I just kept forgetting when I was out to buy another.  Anyways, I finally bought a battery yesterday and weighed myself, and to my delight I am still maintaining.  I was 140-141 yesterday and today.  Now that is on the lower end of my goal, no type of cushion but I am still happy.  Lately I have been stressing like crazy.  One day I had a large box of my fav pizza and my fav Thai dish (Pad Thai) on the counter and I literally couldn't get myself to eat either.  Yes it was that bad :(  I ate chicken and cheddar Campbell's soup that day, and I had to force it done too.  So that's the reason why I am surprised that I am still maintaining some how.  I am still stressing a bit but def not as much as before.  I have my appetite back finally and ate the box of pizza and pad Thai.  But my appetite is still not where I want it to be. 



I CAN'T WAIT TO TRY BENECALORIE

The next thing I plan to try is Benecalorie which I think is around $36.  That is a bit pricey for me especially because right now I am saving for a big purchase, something that I really really want.  For now I am not spending any money on anything, unless its absolutely necessary.  So I am going to have to put Benecalorie on hold for a couple more weeks.  But I am excited to try it and document how well it either works or doesn't work.  I am almost certain it will work.  Here is a link to the website to where it can be purchased: http://www.drugstore.com/products/prod.asp?pid=204694&catid=184321&aid=337953&aparam=benecalorie_calorie_and_&CAWELAID=266080762    I was thinking the other day when all I could force down was some soup how perfect that product would have been, I could have added over 300 calories to that soup with Benecalorie!!!!!!!



DO ANY OF YOU BEAUTIES HAVE AN EXPERIENCES WITH BENECALORIE THAT YOU CAN TELL ME ABOUT???